I'm tired. Am I eating properly? Maybe I'm working too much. I'm not studying enough, and I'm making money, so I suppose I am. Work was...I don't know, it's difficult. I used to dislike working alone, and enjoy working with colleagues, but that has totally changed. I'm not sure why, it's straining. I'm really not that social. The job's made me more social, by forcing me to interact with customers. It's nice that I now actually have a choice whether I want to be socially acceptable (accepted? semantics issue, not a language problem), but I'm not sure I even want that choice. I still like my co-workers, it's not their problem. Work issues just don't seem important, and still they're straining
I think I'm just tired. I'm working too much, not necessarily in hours, but I'm agreeing too often to take shifts. But it makes people happy….Am I too social? Is this me?
This is incoherent, easily misunderstood, I know. I'm tired, I'll explain tomorrow (before work, otherwise I'm tired, heh...)
Update:
I know this is ranting, incoherent, (perhaps even), bullshit. But this is also one of the many reasons (see below and, ultimately, above) why I’m doing this, so please bear with me. Or just don’t read it, ha.
I think I'm just tired. I'm working too much, not necessarily in hours, but I'm agreeing too often to take shifts. But it makes people happy….Am I too social? Is this me?
This is incoherent, easily misunderstood, I know. I'm tired, I'll explain tomorrow (before work, otherwise I'm tired, heh...)
Update:
I know this is ranting, incoherent, (perhaps even), bullshit. But this is also one of the many reasons (see below and, ultimately, above) why I’m doing this, so please bear with me. Or just don’t read it, ha.
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